it makes me smile

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I dedicate this to you

Fri, 16 Jul 2010 02:54:45 -0400

“your right.
I get it.
Your the ” perfect” person,
so right.
So wrong.
Let’s all live in your imaginary life”

I get it- chevelle

Directors cut

Thu, 01 Jul 2010 03:44:59 -0400

” funny how it seems you’ve pushed ur blame on me,
after finding your targets among my company.
If I just think about how alone you used to be,
but u knew that u always had me.

So take ur bow,
u put on a world class act.
The curtains down,
but even I knew what that performance lacked.
I knew before you knew I knew,
that I would play a part of this.
Looks to me like the antagonist is you.”

Sunshine?

Fri, 18 Jun 2010 05:09:23 -0400

“It’s to bad it’s past 4 A.M and I still can’t sleep.
I got my hands over my eyes and can’t make them shut ,
I still can’t rember why In the hell I ever wanted to grow up.
My bones won’t move like I know the should,
I’m stuck in place and won’t move for my own good.
It’s still too bad it’s just after four thirty,
and I still don’t know what’s bothering me.
At least i don’t think about him as much as I used too.
Iv found brigther whites in my bedroom walls,
but darker thoughts behind all my flaws,
sometimes it’s best for Someone else to speak the truth.
It’s nearly 5am and my eyelides weigh a ton,
The streetlights out where the hells the sun?
I want to get this over as quick as I need to.
So I can wake up shortly after 4 in the afternoon.
And wake up with a smile cause I know I’m through,
having these nightmares that I always do…………..
…….
…..
…
.
It’s right at 5 am and I’m not asleep.
The alarm clocks ringing in the floor at my feet.
Restless now my bones still won’t try to move.
I guess I was only scared to dream about you.”

Teddy bear

Fri, 28 May 2010 22:06:17 -0400

for almost a day and a half,one of my best freinds, Teddy, has been in the hospital suffering from critical conditions due to his accident on wednesday night. He’s spent more than an 24 hours in a coma that Drs fear he will not wake from. He was hit by a car going an estimated speed of 60 on impact. Lucky to be alive, he suffers from 3 shattered ribs, internal damage, broken arm, and a possibility of being paralized in his right leg. He is a diabetic and has a server case of azma which makes recovering harder for him. He isn’t breathing well on his own, if not at all. All we can do is wait. I love u Teddy. Please pray for him.

Hello!

Thu, 27 May 2010 18:48:33 -0400

Someone talk idk what it does haha

You told me to quit hidding myself, I need to let u see the real...

Tue, 25 May 2010 23:24:00 -0400

You told me to quit hidding myself, I need to let u see the real side of me. The side that
everyone else sees. You want to know everything I hide from
myself. Well he’s ur truth, I’m
sick and tierd of it all, ur
exstreamly breathtaking to the
sight, to the touch, to the thought. Ur such a cold hearted person who thinks of no ones feelings but ur own. U have a way with words, obviously because I melt with every last one of them. Your gental, you do care. But u lie, u betrey. What good are you? Aparently good enough. I can’t get you off my mind, I dream so much about u that when I wake up it feels like the nightmare that you really are. You have me smiling, crying, happy, waiting….. But worst of all you still just have me. I hate I wasted all my time on you, iv made mistakes but I don’t like to think of u as one of them. I remember it all, your lips, your skin, your smile. Your manipulitive way of controling my every move like a god or something. But u r no god. Though u sure look like it. I miss u so much that I never want to see you again……….. I hate you but yet i’m damn sure I love you.

Still Fly Drum Cover

Tue, 25 May 2010 23:17:33 -0400

Check out this video on YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGc3FsGBiBA&feature=youtube_gdata YES! YES! YES! ( i think that was a drumgasm) this one takes the cake. Amazing. Absolutly brilliant.

3oh!3 starstruck (guitar and drums) cover

Tue, 25 May 2010 22:29:00 -0400

Check out this video on YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eCPj25l2K7w&feature=youtube_gdata

This has to be my fav 3oh!3 cover. Probably cause he’s cute……. And shirtless

[old] 3OH!3 - don't trust me drum cover

Tue, 25 May 2010 22:15:00 -0400

[old] 3OH!3 - don't trust me *drum cover*:

Ok listen, I don’t own this and I probably shouldn’t post it but lemme tell u….. I have this weird thing for guys who can drum, it’s absolutly sexy. Plus the drs are amazing. Ull see what I’m talking about once I post some covers people did for the devil wears prada CHECK THIS VIDEO OUT!

I was always afraid to lift myself up and move on, I...

Mon, 24 May 2010 20:35:00 -0400

I was always afraid to lift myself up and move on, I didn’t want to fall all over again. But he came in out of no where but fates genorosity to me. Before month was up this boy had me blinded. All it took was one look my way and I’d melt. He was like my therapy for everything that was going wrong. But little did I know, he was wrong to. I used to love to see the sun shinein such a small town. I didn’t exspect to miss that while i was seeing the big lights in N.Y. It wasn’t that I missed. It was him. I just came home to the same damn thing, always looking for his car, always hoping I’d see him. I didn’t for a while, so I settled for knowing that he wasn’t far from me. This town wasn’t that big.

” can u paint this picture? Or are my colors to pail? Can...

Mon, 24 May 2010 18:30:00 -0400

” can u paint this picture?
Or are my colors to pail?
Can you write this story?
You seem to know it so well.
Can u fix these stains?
That ur love has made.
Can u tell me the truth,
would u ever even consider to love me that way?”

” what’s a rainbow without my favorite color? Well I...

Mon, 24 May 2010 17:58:00 -0400

” what’s a rainbow without my favorite color?
Well I found it in your eyes,
where I lost myself.
I lost my mind.
I felt so invincible next to ur smile.
But so pathetic in ur eyes.
Where I keep lossing myself.
I’m lossing my mind.
What’s december without your smell on my sheets?
The soles on ur shoes worn.
U held me so close I couldn’t breathe,
but god we were so warm.
I couldn’t even take the distance from seat to seat.
mile after heartache mile,
that gave me time to lose myself.
To lose my mind.”

” yeah I’ll Admit I love the city lights, but would...

Mon, 24 May 2010 17:17:00 -0400

” yeah I’ll Admit I love the city lights,
but would u beleive me if I told you?
That you out shined them all even on the darkest night.
I guess u didn’t realize,
how hard I had tried-
to sweep u off your feet,
cause you knocked me off mine.”

HOT BOY BLOG!

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 18:10:57 -0500

yay! the eye candy collection is finnished! ( 4 nowww) hope u enjoyedddd

This is The academy is… members William Beckett and...

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 18:09:15 -0500

This is The academy is… members William Beckett and Mike….. (idk his last name) But hes austrailian! :D they r hottt

this b Panic! at the disco they is ALLLLLL hottt. this pic...

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 18:06:51 -0500

this b Panic! at the disco they is ALLLLLL hottt.

this pic consist of ryan and brendon (who i posted b4)

ok this time erics second from left.

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 18:03:14 -0500

ok this time erics second from left.